Shani called me and asked me to give her a ride to a doctor's office. She had a headache for a while, and she had visited this doctor before, and the doctor wanted to change her drugs dosage. The weather was very good today.
I let her drive my car. We got there to the office. I talked to her in our way, and I tried to be funny. It was the first time for me to be in a doctor's office in the US. It was in a commercial building full of other doctors. The area was neat and clean.
Before she got to the doctor, we had a short conversation.
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She: I should be more careful about our health here. I don't have anyone here. If I get sick, nobody is going to take care of me.
Me: Yes. We should be careful, but you always have me.
And I hugged her from her side while I said that. She avoided my hug, and tried to remove my hand out of her shoulder. I stayed there until she visited the doctor. Then, we headed off to the campus.
Shani suggested to eat our lunch in a restaurant that she liked. I was not hungry, but I wanted to spend some more time with her. So, we went to a place named Alounak.
The place was small and friendly.
We ordered kebab. We were eating our lunch that I heard one of the Moein songs that reminded me many old memories. I wanted not to be emotional in front of Shani, but I decided to test her. So, I pretended that (and I was a little bit) the song made me sad. I left there for a few seconds, and I came back. I expected her to ask me more about it, and this help me to talk more to her, but it didn't happen.
She: What's happened?
Me: Nothing important.
She: Was that because of the song? Did you remember your past heartbreaks?
Me: Yes.
She: ish ... Just like girls...
She is totally emotionless. Kids, she failed another test. It is true that she is pretty, but I can't live with an emotionless girl. I just wanted to see her reaction. She could feel sympathy with me and try to calm me or say something to help me, but she was so selfish.
She started to talk with her phone. She didn't even talk to me. I accepted her request to have some time to talk to her, but she didn't even realize that. She wanted to pay for lunch to give me a treaty for helping her to get her driver's license, but I didn't want her to do that. She had paid like $100 for the doctor, and she said that her bank account had less than $1000. In addition, I thought that I like her, and I want to date her; so, it doesn't harm if I pay for it. Anyway, she didn't insist at all.
She left some food in her plate. She didn't even ask them for a to-go box. This way, she failed another test. Only selfish people left their remained food. There are many hungry people in this world; it is not fair that someone throw her food away.
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