Saturday, July 26, 2014

Another gloomy boring day

I saw my new roommate today morning when he was opening her packs in the kitchen. I don't like him, and I don't know why. I may even leave this house because of him.

I was good last night before going to Martin's house, but I feel very depressed again today. I shouldn't have gone there. I probably need to avoid Nancy for a while to forget her. I updated my blog until 3:15 pm, and I remembered all those good memories I had with Nancy. This made me more gloomy. I don't love her, and I can't be with her, but I still miss her, and I can't tell her. In fact, I have no reason for my current emotions. She is in love with another person and doesn't care about me, and I am in love with another person; there is nothing between me and her, and my heart still breaks when I see her.





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