I went to my home, and I started cooking a yummy dinner. Hanson and Henry came later than my expectations, but I think that the dinner was good. We talked about many things.
Henry: There is a girl in our university whom her thesis is about Saa'di. I would like to meet her, but she doesn't show up. I asked one of my female friends to find her for me.
Me: That's interesting. You also made me willing to meet her!
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Henry: The other day you told me that you couldn't host us soon. What's happened that you invited us tonight?
Me: You are right. Something happened, and I expected not to be able to meet you the whole month, but I was good today, and I decided to do it tonight. I don't know how tomorrow will I be.
This made Henry to stay in my house longer than Hanson. He asked me to tell him about the things that happened, but I didn't want to talk to him about this. He gave me many advises about dating and relationships.
Henry: If you like a girl, you should tell her. Here is different. Girls are friendly to everybody, and they won't consider you unless you tell them.
Me: I didn't know that, but I would like to love someone first. How can I ask someone out when I still don't know if I like her or not.
Henry: You shouldn't love her. If you like someone even a little bit, just go and tell her. Ask her opinion, too. She may not like you, or she may like you. You don't know this.
Me: What do you mean by a little bit? I see no future with someone whom I don't love.
Henry: You may love her after you tell her and start a relationship.
Me: In that case, I should talk to Shani. I don't love her, but I like her a little bit. However, she is not my perfection. I can't see any future with her. The fact is the girls that I may consider for marriage and a life are far from those whom I see today. I may be able to get better girls, those who I really can love, after I got my degree. I may start a big company... I may find girls ten times better than these girls. In addition, I can see only 3-4 girls in a year that I may be interested in.
...
Henry listened to me and promised me to think about my case and tell me his opinion. In fact, my situation is complicated. I feel that I valued myself less that I am worth it, and that's why it really hurt when I figured out that there was someone else in Nancy's life. Nevertheless, I need to experience more with girls. I still don't know many things. I still don't know anything about relationships. I really feel that I need to have someone in my life to get over my depression. It is ridiculous that I am 30, and I am not with anyone yet.
Henry: There is a girl in our university whom her thesis is about Saa'di. I would like to meet her, but she doesn't show up. I asked one of my female friends to find her for me.
Me: That's interesting. You also made me willing to meet her!
....
Henry: The other day you told me that you couldn't host us soon. What's happened that you invited us tonight?
Me: You are right. Something happened, and I expected not to be able to meet you the whole month, but I was good today, and I decided to do it tonight. I don't know how tomorrow will I be.
This made Henry to stay in my house longer than Hanson. He asked me to tell him about the things that happened, but I didn't want to talk to him about this. He gave me many advises about dating and relationships.
Henry: If you like a girl, you should tell her. Here is different. Girls are friendly to everybody, and they won't consider you unless you tell them.
Me: I didn't know that, but I would like to love someone first. How can I ask someone out when I still don't know if I like her or not.
Henry: You shouldn't love her. If you like someone even a little bit, just go and tell her. Ask her opinion, too. She may not like you, or she may like you. You don't know this.
Me: What do you mean by a little bit? I see no future with someone whom I don't love.
Henry: You may love her after you tell her and start a relationship.
Me: In that case, I should talk to Shani. I don't love her, but I like her a little bit. However, she is not my perfection. I can't see any future with her. The fact is the girls that I may consider for marriage and a life are far from those whom I see today. I may be able to get better girls, those who I really can love, after I got my degree. I may start a big company... I may find girls ten times better than these girls. In addition, I can see only 3-4 girls in a year that I may be interested in.
...
Henry listened to me and promised me to think about my case and tell me his opinion. In fact, my situation is complicated. I feel that I valued myself less that I am worth it, and that's why it really hurt when I figured out that there was someone else in Nancy's life. Nevertheless, I need to experience more with girls. I still don't know many things. I still don't know anything about relationships. I really feel that I need to have someone in my life to get over my depression. It is ridiculous that I am 30, and I am not with anyone yet.
I figured out that I am not a really good host because I didn't know how to keep my guests entertained. I probably need to get more experience.
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