I am the bad guy :(

I had this feeling that I am not the good person that I used to be. I think that I became the bad guy. All good things in me was the love I had that gone with wind. I feel that I am nobody without love, and this is not something that others can give me. My heart is broken like it can never be pieced together again. This is probably the reason that God doesn't help me.

I got very depressed after Nancy left me. I missed her a lot, and I couldn't control my emotions again.