A Chat with Natalia

I was in my office and I was depressed. I really missed Nancy today afternoon, and I cried a little, but I didn't want to go and see her. I just tried to forget her. I looked at some Taylor's photos, but I still couldn't stop missing Nancy. I felt guilty that I gave my heart to Nancy, and I forgot Taylor for a while.

I was going to leave school and go home to sleep that Natalia started a chat conversation with me.

She: Hey.
Me: Hey.
She: Are you still at school?
Me: Yes. I am.

....
Me: What's up?
She: I am bored.
Me: What can we do?
She: Nothing. We should deal with being in a foreign country.
Me: There are many friends here. You can go and see them.
She: I don't have friends here. If I was in the school, I would come to see car lists together to have fun!
....

She: Are you coming with us tomorrow?
Me: I don't know. If it is early in the morning.
She: I would like you to see the car.
Me: I would like to see it, too.
She: Which one? the dealer or the car?
Me: If the dealer is a girl then the dealer; otherwise, the car!
She: I'm fond of your honesty :) I thought that you are with someone (had a girlfriend)
Me: No, I loved one, but I didn't know that she had a boyfriend.
She: What do you mean? Wasn't that obvious?
Me: No. I didn't know.
She: Are you sure he was her boyfriend?
Me: Yes. One day she came with her boyfriend, and I shocked.
She: He may not be her boyfriends. Boys and girls are very friendly here. Did you guess or you are sure?
Me: No, he was. I asked her.

She: Did she figure out that you liked her?
Me: Yes. I told her. Should I do that?
She: No, you did a right thing.
Me: But she preferred her boyfriend over me.
She: You did a good job by telling her. You gave her a choice.
Me: I think she was right. Her boyfriend was better than me.
She: Liking someone doesn't have anything to do with being better. In addition, you are very good without any doubt (تعارف)
Me: Thanks. That's kind of you.

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Me: Do you investigate other people's life when you are bored?
She: No. I don't. You told me.
Me: You asked and I said.
She: :( You broke my heart.
Me: Oh, I am sorry. I didn't mean anything.

She: :) It was my fault. I shouldn't have started this kind of words. In return, you can ask me questions, but I don't think that it is interesting to you.
Me: I don't investigate others. But let me ask you something.
She: OK. Ask.
Me: She preferred her boyfriend over me. Is there anything wrong with me?
She: If she was important to you, you shouldn't have listened to her. Girls like to be insisted on. Having a boyfriend doesn't mean that she can't be an option anymore. Many relationships are short-term here.
Me: This case was different. I don't think that it changes. When I asked her if anything was wrong with me, she said, you are "OK." But I love someone else.
She: :(
Me: :(
She: I think that we will all remain alone here :)
Me: Me, too!

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Me: Where do you want to go with your car?
She: School. Shopping. Where can I go?
Me: Park, attractions.
She: It requires a happy heart that I don't have.
Me: Why???
She: My heart is gloomy. I have no one to be happy with. I am alone. I am sorrowful :( Is it Iftar time?
Me: Don't be sorrowful. This world doesn't worth it. You will find a good friend one day and you won't be alone anymore.
She: Thanks.
Me: I am lonely, too. But I am not sad because of it. God will do all great things.
She: I was never alone. You are right. Many good things probably will come to us in the near future.
Me: Do you want to go out together tonight?
She: Not now! I am not depressed.
Me: OK. Inform me as soon as you were :) Many get depressed here.
She: I am usually a happy person. Sometimes it happens to be like this.

I tried to advise her to not to be depressed. She probably had a though time today.

Me: OK. I gonna go to eat something.
She: Pray for me during Iftar.
Me: Sure.
She: Thanks for listening to me. Bye.
Me: You are welcome! Bye.

I don't know if she expected Henry to be her boyfriend, and he declined; or the reverse, or something else might happen to her. I don't know what she was looking for. Did she want me to be her boyfriend? She is a good girl but she is not my type of girl for marriage. In addition, I still miss Nancy; it probably needs some time to recover from this heartbreak. Anyway, I will see Natalia tomorrow to help her buy her car.