Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Movie night on campus

There was a movie night tonight. I like to go to the university events to meet new people. We were in the line to get food that a second generation Chinese girl approached me. She started to talk to me about herself. She was a dancer, and it was her second year being in our school. Something interesting happened when we were in the line. We were near the speaker that they turned the music on. I said in my mind, "Oh my god! what a harsh song," and I wanted to put my fingers in my ears, but she started to smile and dance with that song. We were very different. I don't know why, but sometimes a random girl approaches me and shows lots of interest, and I have no feelings for her, and I can't accept her. She was a good girl, but she wasn't a girl whom I could think about her. I rather choose Patricia than her. In the movie, she came to us again, and asked my name. "I sat there," she said. I think that she wanted me to go and sit next to her, but I didn't want.


Micheal came and sat next to me. The movie was not watchable! It was dark, and I could barely hear the voices. I went to the cafe to see if any other event is there or not that I saw Nancy and her boyfriend playing with Alexander and some other friends. I didn't want to face with her boyfriend at all. I felt emotionally vulnerable. So, I left there. In my way, I saw Martin's wife and Camellia. We talked for a few minutes, and I go back to the movie. It was very boring. So, we left the place before watching even its 30 minutes.

Shani sent me a text at 8:29 pm where I was in the movie.
She: Your bowl in is my lab. Let me know whenever you wanted to go home.
I replied 9:41 pm.
Me: I am going home now.
I got no reply, so I came home. I didn't want to see her, too.
She: Sorry, it's too late. Tomorrow. (10:09 pm)
Me: OK. I came home, too. You didn't know the value of my bowl, but no worries; it can stay with you one more night. (I meant that she didn't know the value of my heart implicitly to let her think of me if there still a chance to be together)

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