I texted Shani today to have a meeting.
Me: If your color has dried, let's go out today.
She: I am sorry. I have a guest this weekend.
Me: So, why did you say that you don't know the reason of change you want in your life :0
She: No, it was unrelated.
Me: If your guest is a boy it was related, but you didn't know it!
She didn't reply my text anymore. If I was a girl, and I liked a boy, I would definitely reply him to make him sure that he was the only boy in my life, but she didn't do this. She didn't say anything last night, too. Our conversation made me very depressed today. I really wanted to talk to her, but I have to wait for more than a week now. I hate waiting for unknown unexpected things.
I saw Alison tonight. She came with her friend. Let's call her Alison's friend. They played ping pong. I sat outside of the place, and I watched her playing with her friend.
"I am not wrong about her," I thought, "she is one of the most amazing girls in the world. She is just awesome. Look at her beautiful smile. Shani is nothing like her. Nothing even close to her. Look at her beautiful happy and free soul. I wish she was my girlfriend."
I watched her for more than half an hour. I wanted to go inside, and talk to her or her friend, but I thought that it was very unfair. "I already told Shani that I liked her. The only remained step is to go out for one more time, and we can start a relationship. It's unfair to go and talk to another girl. It's true that she is awesome, but... If things didn't work between me and Shani, then I can find her here again. She probably loves ping pong, and I can see her again here. In addition, I am depressed today; I don't want her to see me like this," I thought to myself, and it prevented me to even go and talk to her.
I went after them unintentionally, and I watched them from the very far going to the on-campus houses. I knew that many new students are living there. I hope to see her again. She is better than any other girl in our university. Thinking of her and seeing her made me to be happy again. I forgot my depression, and I was full of good feelings again.
(The time I write this post, I think that I was very stupid that day. Wait for the rest of the story!)
Me: If your color has dried, let's go out today.
She: I am sorry. I have a guest this weekend.
Me: So, why did you say that you don't know the reason of change you want in your life :0
She: No, it was unrelated.
Me: If your guest is a boy it was related, but you didn't know it!
She didn't reply my text anymore. If I was a girl, and I liked a boy, I would definitely reply him to make him sure that he was the only boy in my life, but she didn't do this. She didn't say anything last night, too. Our conversation made me very depressed today. I really wanted to talk to her, but I have to wait for more than a week now. I hate waiting for unknown unexpected things.
I saw Alison tonight. She came with her friend. Let's call her Alison's friend. They played ping pong. I sat outside of the place, and I watched her playing with her friend.
"I am not wrong about her," I thought, "she is one of the most amazing girls in the world. She is just awesome. Look at her beautiful smile. Shani is nothing like her. Nothing even close to her. Look at her beautiful happy and free soul. I wish she was my girlfriend."
I watched her for more than half an hour. I wanted to go inside, and talk to her or her friend, but I thought that it was very unfair. "I already told Shani that I liked her. The only remained step is to go out for one more time, and we can start a relationship. It's unfair to go and talk to another girl. It's true that she is awesome, but... If things didn't work between me and Shani, then I can find her here again. She probably loves ping pong, and I can see her again here. In addition, I am depressed today; I don't want her to see me like this," I thought to myself, and it prevented me to even go and talk to her.
(The time I write this post, I think that I was very stupid that day. Wait for the rest of the story!)
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