Wednesday, September 10, 2014

You don't want to see me? Yes!

I went to the cafe, and I saw Alison there again. She was alone this time. "I really like this girl. I should talk to her. Now or never," I said to myself, I went toward her.

Me: Hi.
She: Hi.

It was obvious that she didn't want to talk to me, and it made me very confused. I didn't know what to say after that. She wanted to avoid me, but I wanted to talk to her.

Me: Do you have some time to talk?
She: Sorry. My schedule is busy this semester.
Me: Can I ask you for a coffee now?
She: No! I am busy.
Me: Does that mean that you don't want to see me?
She: Yes! Sorry.
Me: OK. I can understand. See you.

I was looking into her eyes when she said this, and I couldn't believe that pretty eyes are such cruel to me. I can't forget that look for the rest of my life. It hurt. She said sorry, but she was not sorry. She didn't care. I really liked her, and I don't know if I did anything wrong. I should have probably asked her out the first time I met her. I got FB contacts of three girls, and none of them even accepted my friend request. I think that it is not the way to meet these girls. It seems that they think I was not that interested or they changed their mind after I left them.

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