I decided to write everything for Shani today. I thought that I could learn something if I knew that what's happened. It was not a chat conversation, but she read whatever I wrote after a few minutes.
[All my story that omitted here]
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She: firstly, why did you want to ask me how to be with a girl? Secondly, I was very respectful to you and you were a very good friend to me but you caused me not to feel comfortable because of these strange things that you did. And when I am not comfortable, I try not to be in the situation, and I run away from it.
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She: I told you whatever I should say. Your behavior got strange, and I was uncomfortable severely.
Me: Your first question, because you were the girl whom I liked. Second, using past tense verbs shows that you have no respect for me now. Birthday party was a surprise. Sorry if you found it a strange behavior. As I said, I am not flawless. Seems that things don't work this way. (Kids, it really hurt when I read her message. I never did anything to deserve a disrespectful behavior. She said that she "WAS" and not "IS" respectful to me.)
It was a silence after that. She answered after forty minutes.
She: I didn't want you to say this that I didn't want to talk to you. (politely)
Me: What?
She: I was the girl or whatever ... You should have known from the change in my behavior, but unfortunately you made yourself upset and put me in a situation that I didn't like by insisting on it.(politely)
She: I should go back to my work.
Me: I can't understand.
It was 1 pm, and it was her last message. I expected her to write something more in the night after her work, but she never wrote anything. In fact, she was lying. Let's be honest. She really liked me, but she decided to leave me because she got sick of me not telling her, or it was just a whim. So, she probably started with someone else to have him for the time before being with me, but she didn't expect me to say it that soon. In fact, she wanted to avoid me like before by not answering me, but she changed her mind after that.
She wanted to hear me asking her to be more than a friend; otherwise, she never asked me that question. In addition, she knew me that I liked her, and I already told her. The day that we were together, she said that she liked me, too. When I asked her to spend more time together, she didn't disagree. She could oppose with me that day. Long story short, she lost me, and I lost her. She lost a very bigger thing though; I can find many girls better than her, and it is almost impossible for her to find someone as good as me. Anyways, I decided not to her friend anymore. A liar never deserves my friendship. I can change this decision only if she comes and talks to me and explains everything honestly.
[All my story that omitted here]
...
She: firstly, why did you want to ask me how to be with a girl? Secondly, I was very respectful to you and you were a very good friend to me but you caused me not to feel comfortable because of these strange things that you did. And when I am not comfortable, I try not to be in the situation, and I run away from it.
....
She: I told you whatever I should say. Your behavior got strange, and I was uncomfortable severely.
Me: Your first question, because you were the girl whom I liked. Second, using past tense verbs shows that you have no respect for me now. Birthday party was a surprise. Sorry if you found it a strange behavior. As I said, I am not flawless. Seems that things don't work this way. (Kids, it really hurt when I read her message. I never did anything to deserve a disrespectful behavior. She said that she "WAS" and not "IS" respectful to me.)
It was a silence after that. She answered after forty minutes.
She: I didn't want you to say this that I didn't want to talk to you. (politely)
Me: What?
She: I was the girl or whatever ... You should have known from the change in my behavior, but unfortunately you made yourself upset and put me in a situation that I didn't like by insisting on it.(politely)
She: I should go back to my work.
Me: I can't understand.
It was 1 pm, and it was her last message. I expected her to write something more in the night after her work, but she never wrote anything. In fact, she was lying. Let's be honest. She really liked me, but she decided to leave me because she got sick of me not telling her, or it was just a whim. So, she probably started with someone else to have him for the time before being with me, but she didn't expect me to say it that soon. In fact, she wanted to avoid me like before by not answering me, but she changed her mind after that.
She wanted to hear me asking her to be more than a friend; otherwise, she never asked me that question. In addition, she knew me that I liked her, and I already told her. The day that we were together, she said that she liked me, too. When I asked her to spend more time together, she didn't disagree. She could oppose with me that day. Long story short, she lost me, and I lost her. She lost a very bigger thing though; I can find many girls better than her, and it is almost impossible for her to find someone as good as me. Anyways, I decided not to her friend anymore. A liar never deserves my friendship. I can change this decision only if she comes and talks to me and explains everything honestly.
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