I was very bored and depressed tonight, and I wanted to talk to someone, but I had nobody. I sent a message to Shani, and I asked her to walk with me if she would like to. I sent it 8 pm, but she didn't reply until 10:49 pm.
She: Man! I don't neither want to talk nor walk. I would thank you not to say these things. Everything you want to tell me text it. This way you make yourself sad and annoy me.
I expected her not to answer my message, but I never expect to get such a reply. I decided to remove her completely from my life. It was not because she didn't want to talk to me. It was because she lied to me. She really didn't love me. She said my friendship is not one-sided, but it was. If she care about me, she would want to use any opportunity to see me, but she was trying to avoid me. I knew that this story was over long before, but I wanted to continue it solely to prove that ... By the way, it is over. I don't feel heartbroken. I just feel depressed. In fact, nothing has changed. I had this feeling since yesterday, and I can't be more depressed. I lost a friend, so does she. I just regret that I deleted the conversation mistakenly.
She: Man! I don't neither want to talk nor walk. I would thank you not to say these things. Everything you want to tell me text it. This way you make yourself sad and annoy me.
I expected her not to answer my message, but I never expect to get such a reply. I decided to remove her completely from my life. It was not because she didn't want to talk to me. It was because she lied to me. She really didn't love me. She said my friendship is not one-sided, but it was. If she care about me, she would want to use any opportunity to see me, but she was trying to avoid me. I knew that this story was over long before, but I wanted to continue it solely to prove that ... By the way, it is over. I don't feel heartbroken. I just feel depressed. In fact, nothing has changed. I had this feeling since yesterday, and I can't be more depressed. I lost a friend, so does she. I just regret that I deleted the conversation mistakenly.
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