We sat in a Starbucks shop, and we talked about business in the US. They talked about girls and made me very sad. "It has been two years that you are in the US, and you didn't have sex? Are you a human?" Marvin said. "At least do someone to keep yourself wet." Micheal said. I didn't want to talk to them about this at all. I changed the topic several times, and they came back to it again and again.
I was very regretful spending my time with them. I value love over sex like Taylor. I value living a fair life over seducing girls to have sex with you and leave them. I did my best to get a girlfriend whom I can marry someday, but I couldn't. I really like Ann and even Luna. I know that I was wrong about them now, but at that time, I really wanted to date them to know them. I could even be with Ella if she was interested, but she wasn't. It is hard to explain it to others. People can see your outside, and they don't see your inside.
I saw an interesting thing there. A boy was outside, and a girl was inside, and it was like that the girl put her head over the boy's shoulder. It happened several times, and I really laughed at it. It was probably the best distraction to forget their unpleasant talk.
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