Luna is not mine :(

Today was a very sad day. I figured out Luna is still dating his boyfriend. They were together since 2012. I thought her boyfriend had dumped her, but I was wrong. He had updated his profile, and it shows that he is still here. He also liked one of Luna's recent posts. In addition, I and Luna are very different from the cultural point of view (drinks, tattoos, boyfriends,...) All good feelings that I had these days vanished so fast today. I just stepped back to that depression again. I knew that she was a trap. I knew it causes me pain again, but I don't know why did I take it.

I also have some issues with my team members in the only course that I have this semester. They don't listen to me. Even when I am 100% sure that they are wrong they don't want to listen to me. It is bad because it is a team-work and the grade will be based on the team performance. I am very unhappy that I took this course this semester. I wish I had dropped it the previous week.

My research project was suspended for more than a week because of grading so many homework papers the previous week. I am bored with all these grading things. I hate wasting my time on something that I don't really like. Tomorrow is my first speech in Toastmasters, and I couldn't prepare anything. There are so many pressures on me again. I read some articles about using twitter to connect to a celebrity, and I figured out that there is no way to get in touch with Taylor this way. I don't know why everything goes wrong all at once.