Bad dreams

Kids, when you are far from your family sometimes you may see bad dreams. Last night, I saw my grandmother was blind. She was in the US with me. I was talking to her about the good weather and the park behind all those parks when we were going to her rented room. "Am I crazy to go back to Iran after all these? to do what? to go to the military?" I told her. When we got there, she had forgotten to bring her keys. "It is true that I can't see, but I can open this door using this little coin," she said. "Give it to me, let me try," I said. I opened the door for her. It was a very small room.

You know what, maybe I never see her again. It was not something that I could imagine before coming here. It was prayer time. I slept again after I said my prayer.

This time I saw that we were in a car. My father was driving, and I was sitting in the front passenger side when I heard that my mom crying. She had sat in the back sits. I looked back, and I said, "Why are you crying mom?" She said while she was crying and suffering, "I have a headache, and your father doesn't bring me to a hospital." I looked at her head. It was bloated and bruised. It was like that something hit her head so badly. "Why don't you go to hospital dad?" I asked my father. "We are going there now. Let me see her head," he said, and he parked the car somewhere. We got out of the car, and my mother was still crying from the pain.

I can't say how much painful are these dreams to me. I am very concerned about my mom and my family, and I can't do anything. I called my mom today when I woke up, and she was OK. She got very happy when she heard my voice, and she said that she was so concerned about me. I didn't tell her about my dream at all. It should be forgotten.