Such a heart-breaker that her shadow breaks hearts as passes by slowly.
She was very dangerous. I was dreaming her last night again. I was in Iran again. I had my home cloths on, and they were dirty. There were a guy and a girl sitting there.
The guy: "We are a team. We are so happy that you are a part of our team. There is also another member who joined us recently. Her name is Luna (her real name)."
The girl: "He knows Luna."
The guy to me: "Do you know Luna?"
Me: "Yes, I do."
The guy: "She will be here any minutes."
"Oh My God, Luna is coming here. My clothes are unsuitable. I should wear decent clothes." I thought to myself while I was imagining Luna in her dress the first day that I saw her, and I went to my bedroom.
I had two new shirts that I brought with me from the US. I wore one of them that had blue and red and white lines on it and looked very good (I don't have it in real life, but if I see it I would buy it). I can't remember what pants I wore. There were so many beetles on the wall of the living room. They had strength patterns like hives. They were brown with shining gold lines between hive parts. "What these beetles are doing here? They are only here, I couldn't find any in the bedroom," I said to my brother. "I don't know," he answered me. "They are beautiful though, but they shouldn't be here." I thought to myself. I went to the other room to wait for Luna.
She never came. I woke up missing her so badly. I think that God really saved me this time. I saw her less than 30 seconds in person, and I am dreaming her all the night. It is so scary. I got surprised when I have no idea about and no control on my internal feelings. I really didn't know that I gonna like her that much in this short amount of time.
I have this crazy idea to go and see her in her class tomorrow. Maybe it causes a change. She is just an image that has nothing to do with my life. Her story is over.
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