I was very unhappy since morning. I missed the last night's meeting, and I was reluctant to join Alpha Beta Gamma (ABG). In addition, I understood that Luna was never gonna like me; so, why should I waste my time joining such a fraternity? I worked on my project since morning. I got a message from a member of ABG asking me to be in their tonight's ceremony. I had no idea whether I should go there or not because I knew that Luna was not going to be there as she was in the previous night's meeting. "You go to the ceremony first; then we have our weekly meeting. So, everyone who was here yesterday would be here again tonight," said she. I don't know what was the reason of my happiness. I was tired and unhappy, but I felt very good after this. Hoping to meet Luna probably made me so happy.
I was out that they asked those who missed the previous night meeting to enter the ceremony. Unfortunately, they didn't let me to write anything about it. I took some pictures, but they asked me to delete the pictures as well. Since I promised to keep everything as secret, I can say here only that it was as funny as The Broath (How I met your mother, Season Episode 19). I was laughing all at the ceremony, and it was close they kick me out.
After the ceremony that I can't talk more about it here, we came out. I was in the aisle that Luna showed up. She smiled at me while going to sit on a bench lonely. I smiled at her, and I looked at her eyes for a second. Although her smile was a fake one to be socially correct, I liked it. She is not a good smiler!
Later they called everyone to stand in a line ordered by alphabetically. I was too shy to stand near Luna, but our family names were close to each other. I think that she understood that I didn't feel comfortable standing near her. I was thinking of a way to hide my discomfort that a boy who came late stand between me and Luna. Then, they checked our clothes. Luna had a comfortable shoe.
"You should wear a formal shoe. I know that you know it; it happens," she said to Luna.
"You should wear a tie," she told to me.
I wish I could wear that white shirt with my tie. They looked better, but right before coming to the ceremony I figured out that I couldn't wear that white shirt because it was not a match to my suit.
We entered the room when she finished checking our formal attire. We entered the room with the same order. That boy sat between me and Luna. The program was to have candidates for the available positions withing fraternity. One could nominate himself or others.
"I nominate Luna to be the president," a boy said from my back. I couldn't see his face. "What a stupid boy," I thought to myself. It was obvious that he was very interested in Luna. He also knew that Luna was way above his league. I had this feeling that he was the same guy who said a very impolite word in the "A minute to run" game night.
"I respectfully reject," said Luna.
....
"I candid Luna to be the vice president," a girl said after a while. Luna rejected it like before. "Come one, I don't like to be responsible for anything here. I am not interested at all," Luna thought to herself. She didn't want to get any position there. She didn't even nominate anybody. For the first time I figured out what Taylor says when she says: "You had it figured out since you were in school. Everybody loves pretty; everybody loves cool." Luna was definitely that Ms. popular.
Then, they asked everybody to introduce themselves and say something interesting about themselves. I really didn't want to say anything about myself. I am a very deep person that I can't explain myself in a few sentences. I didn't even want to reveal anything to these guys before knowing them. "The interesting thing about me is that I am an interesting person," I said, and everybody laughed.
"... An interesting thing about me is that I triple times went to the study abroad program previous summer," Luna said haughtily. Then, I heard a voice like "wooooo" from the girls who were sitting in the room. They all wished they could be in Luna's shoe. "وایی خوش به حالت."
"Oh my God, look at this kid!" I thought to myself, "people ask me why do I think that Taylor is so different; Taylor with all those honors in her life that makes her probably the most successful woman of the US is still more humble than a girl who visited a few countries more than her classmates." I don't say it is not interesting that she has visited several countries even more than me, but showing off such a thing to others is not interesting at all.
"I went to China triple times the previous summer," that boy said. I didn't look at him, but I knew that he was the person who nominated Luna for the president position! "These kids! Where am I?" I thought to myself. They are acting very childish. For the first time I understand that what a measurable life a pretty girl like Luna can have. It is like being a lamb between a horde of stupid wolfs.
I was more than happy the whole night. I can say that this night was probably the most unique and unbelievable night in my whole entire life. I can describe my tonight's happiness at all. After years, I found someone who brought a cool breath in my heart again. I wish there would be no end to this feeling.
When I came back home I was still up about tonight's Broath! I chatted with Luna.
Me: "Hi. Why hadn't you told me about the induction? It was close that kick me out of the ceremony."
Luna: "I'm sorry, but they announced it to everyone. They also told me when they called me"
....
Me: "Have you ever seen The Broath?"
Luna: "...no."
...
"Wait *"
It took me five minutes to find it in the Internet. Then I sent her that YouTube video. I wanted to make her laugh, but she never answered me. Perhaps, she left the chat or she didn't like.
I was out that they asked those who missed the previous night meeting to enter the ceremony. Unfortunately, they didn't let me to write anything about it. I took some pictures, but they asked me to delete the pictures as well. Since I promised to keep everything as secret, I can say here only that it was as funny as The Broath (How I met your mother, Season Episode 19). I was laughing all at the ceremony, and it was close they kick me out.
After the ceremony that I can't talk more about it here, we came out. I was in the aisle that Luna showed up. She smiled at me while going to sit on a bench lonely. I smiled at her, and I looked at her eyes for a second. Although her smile was a fake one to be socially correct, I liked it. She is not a good smiler!
Later they called everyone to stand in a line ordered by alphabetically. I was too shy to stand near Luna, but our family names were close to each other. I think that she understood that I didn't feel comfortable standing near her. I was thinking of a way to hide my discomfort that a boy who came late stand between me and Luna. Then, they checked our clothes. Luna had a comfortable shoe.
"You should wear a formal shoe. I know that you know it; it happens," she said to Luna.
"You should wear a tie," she told to me.
I wish I could wear that white shirt with my tie. They looked better, but right before coming to the ceremony I figured out that I couldn't wear that white shirt because it was not a match to my suit.
We entered the room when she finished checking our formal attire. We entered the room with the same order. That boy sat between me and Luna. The program was to have candidates for the available positions withing fraternity. One could nominate himself or others.
"I nominate Luna to be the president," a boy said from my back. I couldn't see his face. "What a stupid boy," I thought to myself. It was obvious that he was very interested in Luna. He also knew that Luna was way above his league. I had this feeling that he was the same guy who said a very impolite word in the "A minute to run" game night.
"I respectfully reject," said Luna.
....
"I candid Luna to be the vice president," a girl said after a while. Luna rejected it like before. "Come one, I don't like to be responsible for anything here. I am not interested at all," Luna thought to herself. She didn't want to get any position there. She didn't even nominate anybody. For the first time I figured out what Taylor says when she says: "You had it figured out since you were in school. Everybody loves pretty; everybody loves cool." Luna was definitely that Ms. popular.
Then, they asked everybody to introduce themselves and say something interesting about themselves. I really didn't want to say anything about myself. I am a very deep person that I can't explain myself in a few sentences. I didn't even want to reveal anything to these guys before knowing them. "The interesting thing about me is that I am an interesting person," I said, and everybody laughed.
"... An interesting thing about me is that I triple times went to the study abroad program previous summer," Luna said haughtily. Then, I heard a voice like "wooooo" from the girls who were sitting in the room. They all wished they could be in Luna's shoe. "وایی خوش به حالت."
"Oh my God, look at this kid!" I thought to myself, "people ask me why do I think that Taylor is so different; Taylor with all those honors in her life that makes her probably the most successful woman of the US is still more humble than a girl who visited a few countries more than her classmates." I don't say it is not interesting that she has visited several countries even more than me, but showing off such a thing to others is not interesting at all.
"I went to China triple times the previous summer," that boy said. I didn't look at him, but I knew that he was the person who nominated Luna for the president position! "These kids! Where am I?" I thought to myself. They are acting very childish. For the first time I understand that what a measurable life a pretty girl like Luna can have. It is like being a lamb between a horde of stupid wolfs.
I was more than happy the whole night. I can say that this night was probably the most unique and unbelievable night in my whole entire life. I can describe my tonight's happiness at all. After years, I found someone who brought a cool breath in my heart again. I wish there would be no end to this feeling.
When I came back home I was still up about tonight's Broath! I chatted with Luna.
Me: "Hi. Why hadn't you told me about the induction? It was close that kick me out of the ceremony."
Luna: "I'm sorry, but they announced it to everyone. They also told me when they called me"
....
Me: "Have you ever seen The Broath?"
Luna: "...no."
...
"Wait *"
It took me five minutes to find it in the Internet. Then I sent her that YouTube video. I wanted to make her laugh, but she never answered me. Perhaps, she left the chat or she didn't like.
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