Sunday, February 16, 2014

End of Luna's story

I went to ABG's weekly meeting tonight. Before getting there, I had no feeling. I was neither happy nor sad. My feeling was completely numb. Luna didn't post anything for FB discussion. I didn't know whether she was going to come tonight or not.

I didn't even want to talk to none of those guys because I was so tired. "Stand in a line" the manager girl said. I was waiting to see Luna, but she hadn't shown up yet. She started to read names.

The manager girl: "Who is absent?"
A girl: "Luna"
The manager girl: "Luna dropped. She doesn't come."
That girl mumbled something about Luna. She felt sorry that Luna dropped.
"Luna dropped??? She doesn't come here anymore? She even told me?" I thought to myself.
A black boy next to me told: "Luna dropped. So, her pin goes to you." It was probably the most heartbreaking thing that someone could say at that time to me. I didn't say anything, but I got sad so badly after that.

The meeting was boring. I sent a text message to Luna to see if she was alright. "Oh I dropped ABG," she answered. ":(" I answered, and she didn't relay it. I didn't understand anything from the meeting. Some guys had speeches for elections, but I couldn't even listen to them.

In the meeting, we played a game that I forgot its name. There were some cards that had information about 5 different farmers families. Team mates should read the cards for others to figure out which farmer drives a truck and which one grows apples. It was a new game for me, and I liked it.

I was down all the time tonight. I don't know how did I drive home. I just can remember that I was trying to keep my attention to the road. When I got home, I tried to contact Luna to tell her that she was the only reason that I went to ABG. I wanted to tell her that all I wanted was to have you as a friend.

Me: "hi. have some time?"
Luna: "for what"
Me: "a few minutes chat"
Luna: "uhm sure you can IM me"
Me: "I changed my mind. Could we meet sometime this week in person?"
Luna: "no I'm sorry I am busy"

Chat Conversation End.

It was over. She didn't even want to see me. I didn't want to say anything else. I just wanted to let her know that I had something to tell her and she never wanted to hear it. Luna's story finished with a sad beautiful tragic end.

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