Today was a sad day. I went to the building where Talory had her class one hour before her class to sit there. Then, I noticed that many students are going to the show room. I thought that it might be an event on campus, so I went inside. There were all undergraduate students. I saw some good-looking girls, and I decided to stay there to experience an undergrad class in my university.
The class was very short. They did almost nothing. They just voted for some webdesigns, and the professor asked them to be ready for their group project. In addition, she said they shouldn't be worried about the project because they will do all of it in the class time! After the class, I saw Alison in there. I didn't want to scare her, so I left the class without talking to her and even without letting her know that I was there. She left the building after her class. Now, I know where to see her every week if I missed her.
I sat there to see Talory. She came after fifteen minutes. I didn't look into her face. I just saw her coming from the far, and I saw her leaving me. She had wore a sexy dress. I just wanted to let her know that I still like her. Kids, I am still not sure if she really has a boyfriend, but I don't want to bother her at all. She could talk to me if she was interested, but she didn't say anything.
I was in the library that the other TA called me to go and get exam's papers to grade. I left there toward the prayer room. I saw Alison again this time with her friends. That American boy was also walking close to her. She was astonishingly beautiful. When she went by, I deeply missed her. I didn't want to see her with that boy. I felt upset.
There was a dance event tonight in campus. Micheal texted me and told me that Alison was there. I didn't want to go there, but his message tempted me. I wanted to see her for one last time. So, I went there. I saw Alison in the line with her friends. She was dancing with any beat there. That boy was also trying to catch her attention by doing goofy things. She was definitely into her. I don't know if she saw me or not, but she didn't do anything. Afterwards, I saw Britney, the girl whom danced with me in that Jazz dance night, with her friends. Among them was a tall boy near her, and he asked her to dance with him several times. They had a great time together. I got closer, and I said hi to her. She smiled and said hi. I didn't want to bother her, so I left them. I watched her dancing with that boy. I also saw Angelina tonight. Do you remember that movie night near pool? She was there. I got closer, and I said hi to her.
Me: Hi Angelina.
She: Hi. (Staring at me)
Me: How are you?
She: What?? (The music was loud and we couldn't talk)
Me: I asked, how are you?
She: I am good.
Me: Do you remember me?
She: No.
Me: That movie night... near pool...
She: It wasn't me. It might be someone else.
Me: Aren't you Angelina?
She: No... (looking at me without smiling or anything)
Me: What's your name?
She: ummm... I am Lauren.
Her friend got her hand and said, we have to go.... I got confused if I made a mistake. They left me, and lost in the crowd. A few minutes later, I saw them sitting near on a blanket. I don't make a mistake. It was she. They were the same group that I met that night. I can't forget her smile. She had that special smile. They even had the same attitude of sitting together and smiling! Two boys approached them and asked them to dance. They stood up and dance together. I can't understand why she lied to me. She knew that she was very attractive to boys, and she wanted to tease them by giving them a hope that they may get her, but she was not into them.
I met Martin's wife and her daughter there, too. Martin's daughter made me very happy. I took her to the crowd to dance together. I also got a little closer to Angelina and Britney and Alison because I wanted them to feel more comfortable with me. I don't know if any of them noticed me. I wanted to go to Alison and talk to her. At least, she could hug Martin's daughter, and we could have something to talk about. However, she was enjoying being with that boy. I decided to enter the line that she was there to see her for the last time. There were more than 20 between us, but the line was curved, and I could see her. She was like a super pretty angle. My emotions got high, and many poems came to my mind. She was among a few girls whom could affect my real feelings and make me write a poem for her. They got their food. She left the line with that boy. She took a selfie picture with him. Their friends joined them, and they took selfies together. Now, I know why she didn't want to see me. I made a big mistake by not asking her out the other day. I should have asked her for a coffee before or after her class. We could be friends like... Anyway, it's over. This is how I couldn't end up with a dreaming girl.
The class was very short. They did almost nothing. They just voted for some webdesigns, and the professor asked them to be ready for their group project. In addition, she said they shouldn't be worried about the project because they will do all of it in the class time! After the class, I saw Alison in there. I didn't want to scare her, so I left the class without talking to her and even without letting her know that I was there. She left the building after her class. Now, I know where to see her every week if I missed her.
I sat there to see Talory. She came after fifteen minutes. I didn't look into her face. I just saw her coming from the far, and I saw her leaving me. She had wore a sexy dress. I just wanted to let her know that I still like her. Kids, I am still not sure if she really has a boyfriend, but I don't want to bother her at all. She could talk to me if she was interested, but she didn't say anything.
I was in the library that the other TA called me to go and get exam's papers to grade. I left there toward the prayer room. I saw Alison again this time with her friends. That American boy was also walking close to her. She was astonishingly beautiful. When she went by, I deeply missed her. I didn't want to see her with that boy. I felt upset.
There was a dance event tonight in campus. Micheal texted me and told me that Alison was there. I didn't want to go there, but his message tempted me. I wanted to see her for one last time. So, I went there. I saw Alison in the line with her friends. She was dancing with any beat there. That boy was also trying to catch her attention by doing goofy things. She was definitely into her. I don't know if she saw me or not, but she didn't do anything. Afterwards, I saw Britney, the girl whom danced with me in that Jazz dance night, with her friends. Among them was a tall boy near her, and he asked her to dance with him several times. They had a great time together. I got closer, and I said hi to her. She smiled and said hi. I didn't want to bother her, so I left them. I watched her dancing with that boy. I also saw Angelina tonight. Do you remember that movie night near pool? She was there. I got closer, and I said hi to her.
Me: Hi Angelina.
She: Hi. (Staring at me)
Me: How are you?
She: What?? (The music was loud and we couldn't talk)
Me: I asked, how are you?
She: I am good.
Me: Do you remember me?
She: No.
Me: That movie night... near pool...
She: It wasn't me. It might be someone else.
Me: Aren't you Angelina?
She: No... (looking at me without smiling or anything)
Me: What's your name?
She: ummm... I am Lauren.
Her friend got her hand and said, we have to go.... I got confused if I made a mistake. They left me, and lost in the crowd. A few minutes later, I saw them sitting near on a blanket. I don't make a mistake. It was she. They were the same group that I met that night. I can't forget her smile. She had that special smile. They even had the same attitude of sitting together and smiling! Two boys approached them and asked them to dance. They stood up and dance together. I can't understand why she lied to me. She knew that she was very attractive to boys, and she wanted to tease them by giving them a hope that they may get her, but she was not into them.
I met Martin's wife and her daughter there, too. Martin's daughter made me very happy. I took her to the crowd to dance together. I also got a little closer to Angelina and Britney and Alison because I wanted them to feel more comfortable with me. I don't know if any of them noticed me. I wanted to go to Alison and talk to her. At least, she could hug Martin's daughter, and we could have something to talk about. However, she was enjoying being with that boy. I decided to enter the line that she was there to see her for the last time. There were more than 20 between us, but the line was curved, and I could see her. She was like a super pretty angle. My emotions got high, and many poems came to my mind. She was among a few girls whom could affect my real feelings and make me write a poem for her. They got their food. She left the line with that boy. She took a selfie picture with him. Their friends joined them, and they took selfies together. Now, I know why she didn't want to see me. I made a big mistake by not asking her out the other day. I should have asked her for a coffee before or after her class. We could be friends like... Anyway, it's over. This is how I couldn't end up with a dreaming girl.
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