Jeeraj had invited me a few days ago to his graduation party in the dining hall. We had a conversation about his graduation and his future plans. I met him unexpectedly tonight again. I talked to him tonight about Ann. I told him the story.
Jeeraj: "You have made a big mistake. Girls are very delicate. You should have been friends friends."
Me: "I wanted to be her friend only. I mean that I like her, and she could even be my girlfriend, but not now. I just wanted to be her friend now."
Jeeraj: "So, you should have said this."
Me: "OK. I didn't do that. Do you think it's over now?"
Jeeraj: "I tell you, it is better to talk to her once again, and tell her that you wanted to be her friend only. You should tell her your intention. She may feel insecure about you because she doesn't know you."
Me: "I may see her tomorrow."
Jeeraj: "Do you know her name?"
Me: "Yes."
Jeeraj: "OK. I can find her email for you."
Me: "How???"
And Jeeraj found her profile for me in the Internet. It was amazing.
Jeeraj: "I don't suggest you to email her. Just go and talk to her in person. It is different."
Me: "OK. I am going to do that tomorrow."
Jeeraj also found me all chemistry exam places in the university. There were more than 9 places in the university that had that exam in the same time tomorrow.
Jeeraj: "You have made a big mistake. Girls are very delicate. You should have been friends friends."
Me: "I wanted to be her friend only. I mean that I like her, and she could even be my girlfriend, but not now. I just wanted to be her friend now."
Jeeraj: "So, you should have said this."
Me: "OK. I didn't do that. Do you think it's over now?"
Jeeraj: "I tell you, it is better to talk to her once again, and tell her that you wanted to be her friend only. You should tell her your intention. She may feel insecure about you because she doesn't know you."
Me: "I may see her tomorrow."
Jeeraj: "Do you know her name?"
Me: "Yes."
Jeeraj: "OK. I can find her email for you."
Me: "How???"
And Jeeraj found her profile for me in the Internet. It was amazing.
Jeeraj: "I don't suggest you to email her. Just go and talk to her in person. It is different."
Me: "OK. I am going to do that tomorrow."
Jeeraj also found me all chemistry exam places in the university. There were more than 9 places in the university that had that exam in the same time tomorrow.
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ReplyDeleteAs far as remember, your writing style has changed a lot, those days you wrote with self-confidence, now you're just vulnerable in your diaries.It seems you've become so fragile by people's behavior;I just thought of the above sentences from your diaries, I don't know you, and I don't know who you really are, what I see now is a brooding silence in your conversations.Sometimes the man has to overcome his desires to achieve his goal.If I were you [I'm actually not, not sure it's good to say that, I don't know whether these conversations are real or not] I would try to be more flexible, it *seems* your love doesn't like your behavior and you're pretending to be her ideal person.Remember, BE what you REALLY are, be yourself man(!).Find someone who really loves you, THE REAL.
ReplyDeleteFrom now know me as Familiar Stranger(aka FG) ./