Wednesday, December 11, 2013

I have a kind of boyfriend

I was very tired because I couldn't sleep well that night. It was, however, needed to go to school and finish the project of my course. The due date was this Friday. "I may see Ann today. Let's go and take a shower and shave before going to school. No way that I see her today. It has been two months and I couldn't see her anywhere alone. Even if I see her, I am not on mood to talk to her." I thought to myself.

I went to school by bus after I left my car in that body shop. When I enter the department building, I saw Ann alone waiting for someone there. "Oh my God, she is here, and she is alone. It is the last week of the school, and I may not see her again. Let's talk to her. At least, I may get a good friend and forget everything that happened." I thought to myself.

Me: "Hi."
She: "Hi."
Me: "I thought about your project, and I figured out that you didn't do it right. Instead of that 'and' you needed to use 'and'."
She: [Really? I didn't understand it.] I submitted it yesterday, by the way.
... (trying to explain something about the project.)
She: Thank you for your explanation.
Me: What is your major?
She: I study biomedical.
Me: (Oh my God, she is a doctor!) Is it in this department?
She: Actually, I don't know. I haven't had any course related to my major yet.
Me: What courses did you take this semester?
She: Computer lab, Chemistry, (I can't remember the other one).
Me: (Look at her eyes. They are green and so beautiful. Look at her. See is just awesome.) Are you going to take more computer classes next semester?
She: I am in the waiting list of Computer lab 2.
Me: (Nobody gets the course in the waiting list here. Awful, I won't see her again the next semester.) (A little silent) Sorry, but can I ask you out sometime?
She: (A little silent) (Huh? Let me see you again. I kind of like you, but ... NO. I am not interested in you at all. آخه چرا اینطوری؟ این چه وضعشه) (shaking voice) I have a kind of boyfriend.
Me: (She has a boyfriend? No. I know that she doesn't have. Why didn't she like me? I shouldn't have ask her like that. Is she lying? No, I don't think so. She might be interested in someone. Let's ask her.) What do you mean by a kind of boyfriend?
She: (Shaking voice. Please don't ask me anything else.) We just started dating recently.
Me: OK. When do you break up?
She: (Confused) I don't know. I usually date for a long time. I expect it last a long time.
Me: Call me whenever you break up.
She: (Smiling)
Me: See you.
She: Bye.

"Why did you let her go. Why did you ask her like that? You even forgot to give her a compliment. You could say what a beautiful eyes you have or any other things. There are so many things awesome about this girl." I thought to myself. A boy came after her. "Is that her boyfriend? I wish I could talk to her one more time. I just want to be her friend. I didn't want to be her boyfriend now." I waited for her to be alone again, but she left the department with that boy. I waited more than two months to meet this girl in the best possible time, and I met her in the worse possible time ever. In fact, no day in the whole year could be as bad as today to ask Ann.

Kids, the last thing you wanted to do after an accident and not sleeping a night is to go and ask the girl of your dreams out. Don't do that.

I talked to Henry about it.
Me: "I just wanted to ask her to be my friend. I didn't mean to be her boyfriend now. I may see her again today. Do you think it is a good idea to ask her to be my just friend?"
Henry: "No. Usually, it is something that girls ask boys when boys reject them. Even if she become your friend, she never consider you as a boyfriend. She goes out and hang out all the time with her boyfriend, and you just regret this."
Me: "So, what can I do?"
Henry: "I think it is better to forget her. After several months, you may ask her again."
Me: "I waited for her two months, and I just ruined everything in a few minutes. After several months, she will definitely have a boyfriend."
Henry: "You can't do nothing now."
Me: "Do you think it's over?"
Henry: "Yes. I usually don't allow a girl to talk to me like that. What did you ask her that she said something like that."
Me: "I just asked her out."
Henry: "You shouldn't have done this. At first, you needed to be her friend first."
Me: "How? I couldn't find her anywhere else. I just met her in the library and the cafe while she was spending her time with her friends."
Henry: "That's why I am telling you that you can't get a girl like that."
Me: "You are right. But in the university groups, there are not so many girls like her. I can easily get a friend there, but I can't get an awesome person like her."
Henry: "There are so many girls like her."
Me: "The problem is there are not. What can I do with this girl?"
Henry: "Nothing."

I was hoping to see her again for her computer lab tonight, but there was no class. I may never see her again this week or this semester.

1 comment:

  1. Hey,
    Long time no see,
    Thanks for trusting me.
    It would be kept confidential.However, I hope nothing unexpected will happen here again.
    I had been known as Anonymous in that place.
    Keep on good job ;)

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