Halloween on campus

There was a Halloween party today on campus, and I took my Griffindor robe with me.

My Halloween custom is super awesome. Everybody likes it. I can change it very fast because I wear my suit pants and shirt and tie under it. So, without my custom I look like a professional guy! I can say that it was a perfect choice. I can't come up with anything better than this.

I went to a Japanese event on campus. They had made a restaurant like those ones in Japan. It was very good. My favorite Japanese girl was also there, and I had a great excuse to take some pictures with her.

All around the campus you could see people wearing cute customs. I had a lot of fun this Halloween.

After the party, I came back to finish grading of those papers.

I had many papers to grade. The class that I am TA for this semester has 136 students, and it takes a long time to grade their exams. It was a ten pages exam that I had to grade all by myself. Hopefully, there are other TAs and they take of most of the other tasks like office hours. The first month was overwhelming, but it gets better after this exam because I had done the majority of what I had to do for this class in the first month. 

Halloween dance party on campus

There was a dance party at school tonight. I was in the library that Micheal called me and asked me to join them. I was very tired, so I accepted to go with them instead of working on my project. The indoor dance was electronic dance that I didn't like, but the outdoor group were very fun.

It was like a group dance. Some Indian boys and girls managed the group to have an organized dance together. There were a few interesting girls, too, but I couldn't talk to any of them. I talked to one who was very young and she was a freshman. When I said, "you are very cute," she was ready to give her heart entirely to me, but I didn't want to get it because she was not my type of girl. Even though she was cute, but she was many years younger than me.

All I can say that I am living an amazing life. I get tired to the death, and I try to survive by going to this kind of parties. This Halloween was the most amazing event that I have ever experienced.

Dreaming Luna calling me

I can't remember my last night's dream, but I can remember that Luna had called me, and I talked to her. I know that it is never going to happen, but what could I do? Shouldn't I answer her call? :)

I checked Luna's FB today again, and I saw that she has removed her boyfriend's picture, too. I am pretty sure that they've broke up. I know that not answering my last week's message means that she doesn't like me, but I decided to try it for the last time. I invited her to the concert that we are going to go this weekend.

These days are very funny. Micheal made a challenge that I have to ask a girl out for the concert tickets that I have, and I accepted her challenge, but I don't want to ask anybody. I would like to ask someone that I am interested in. It is funny because whenever Micheal sees me asks me if I could find any girl to bring with me. We saw Layla today in a security talk that I couldn't understand anything from it. I also saw Gilian before going to that talk. I waited for Gilian after the talk, but she left her classroom and didn't wait at all. I should have talked to her instead of going to that meaningless talk.

Bye Bye Alison :(

Today was a sad day. I went to the building where Talory had her class one hour before her class to sit there. Then, I noticed that many students are going to the show room. I thought that it might be an event on campus, so I went inside.  There were all undergraduate students. I saw some good-looking girls, and I decided to stay there to experience an undergrad class in my university.

The class was very short. They did almost nothing. They just voted for some webdesigns, and the professor asked them to be ready for their group project. In addition, she said they shouldn't be worried about the project because they will do all of it in the class time! After the class, I saw Alison in there. I didn't want to scare her, so I left the class without talking to her and even without letting her know that I was there. She left the building after her class. Now, I know where to see her every week if I missed her.

I sat there to see Talory. She came after fifteen minutes. I didn't look into her face. I just saw her coming from the far, and I saw her leaving me. She had wore a sexy dress. I just wanted to let her know that I still like her. Kids, I am still not sure if she really has a boyfriend, but I don't want to bother her at all. She could talk to me if she was interested, but she didn't say anything.

I was in the library that the other TA called me to go and get exam's papers to grade. I left there toward the prayer room. I saw Alison again this time with her friends. That American boy was also walking close to her. She was astonishingly beautiful. When she went by, I deeply missed her. I didn't want to see her with that boy. I felt upset.

There was a dance event tonight in campus. Micheal texted me and told me that Alison was there. I didn't want to go there, but his message tempted me. I wanted to see her for one last time. So, I went there. I saw Alison in the line with her friends. She was dancing with any beat there. That boy was also trying to catch her attention by doing goofy things. She was definitely into her. I don't know if she saw me or not, but she didn't do anything. Afterwards, I saw Britney, the girl whom danced with me in that Jazz dance night, with her friends. Among them was a tall boy near her, and he asked her to dance with him several times. They had a great time together. I got closer, and I said hi to her. She smiled and said hi. I didn't want to bother her, so I left them. I watched her dancing with that boy. I also saw Angelina tonight. Do you remember that movie night near pool? She was there. I got closer, and I said hi to her.

Me: Hi Angelina.
She: Hi. (Staring at me)
Me: How are you?
She: What?? (The music was loud and we couldn't talk)
Me: I asked, how are you?
She: I am good.
Me: Do you remember me?
She: No.
Me: That movie night... near pool...
She: It wasn't me. It might be someone else.
Me: Aren't you Angelina?
She: No... (looking at me without smiling or anything)
Me: What's your name?
She: ummm... I am Lauren.

Her friend got her hand and said, we have to go.... I got confused if I made a mistake. They left me, and lost in the crowd. A few minutes later, I saw them sitting near on a blanket. I don't make a mistake. It was she. They were the same group that I met that night. I can't forget her smile. She had that special smile. They even had the same attitude of sitting together and smiling! Two boys approached them and asked them to dance. They stood up and dance together. I can't understand why she lied to me. She knew that she was very attractive to boys, and she wanted to tease them by giving them a hope that they may get her, but she was not into them.

I met Martin's wife and her daughter there, too. Martin's daughter made me very happy. I took her to the crowd to dance together. I also got a little closer to Angelina and Britney and Alison because I wanted them to feel more comfortable with me. I don't know if any of them noticed me. I wanted to go to Alison and talk to her. At least, she could hug Martin's daughter, and we could have something to talk about. However, she was enjoying being with that boy. I decided to enter the line that she was there to see her for the last time. There were more than 20 between us, but the line was curved, and I could see her. She was like a super pretty angle. My emotions got high, and many poems came to my mind. She was among a few girls whom could affect my real feelings and make me write a poem for her. They got their food. She left the line with that boy. She took a selfie picture with him. Their friends joined them, and they took selfies together. Now, I know why she didn't want to see me. I made a big mistake by not asking her out the other day. I should have asked her for a coffee before or after her class. We could be friends like... Anyway, it's over. This is how I couldn't end up with a dreaming girl.

Dearming about accident and spiders

I had a dream about an accident. I saw that I couldn't hit the break because the seat was too close to the car's front. I always have accident dreams after an accident. I hate driving!

I had another dream. I saw a spider coming to our room. It was a big one. I scared a little. I saw another spider in the other side of the room where my sister was there. It was a different spider. One of them was yellow and the other one was block and white. They moved in the room, and I said, "we should kill them. They are dangerous." We killed them both.

I read about interpretation of it, and it seems that it is being successful. I keep my fingers crossed!

Catitude :)

I watched Taylor explaining her invented hash tags. Taylor is the BEST. She is my best forever.

I read this post about Taylor today, and it made me laugh a lot:
“#catitude means that there is a cat that is exhibiting a lot of sass, and or attitude. Catitude. Not to be confused with baditude. Which means you have a bad attitude.”

http://www.mtv.com/news/1978578/taylor-swift-explains-the-internet-video/

A talk by Micheal Watt

I was in a super awesome talk by a guy named Micheal Watt. I can't say how impressive his talk was to me. He was one of the serial entrepreneurs that launched five companies in five different areas. The talk was kind of his life story, and it was an amazing history. He was like a walking history. He said some stories about being with Steve Jobs and his company and Job's company at that time.

He said, "if you don't learn anything today, just take this with you. Girls love bands. I liked girls, but I hated dance, so I joined a band." Then he said how they made the band successful, and how they went to Los Angeles to work in bars when they were still teenager and how they made it despite the fact that no one under 21 was allowed in nightclubs. I wish I could record this talk and kept it with me.

I am very interested in entrepreneurship, and it will be something that I will do for my future. The project that I am currently working on is a really good start. In the meanwhile, I try to attend these talks to use successful people's experiences. I hope to be a successful person one day.