I chatted with Luna last night. I had no idea whether she was going to join ABG or not. Today was the interview day, and her name was not in the list. I just wanted to make sure she will come today for the interview.
...
Luna: "well if i didnt get in thats fine"
Me: "OK. I thought that you were interested."
[20-30 minutes gap]
Luna: "I am interested, I'll txt m... about the interview."
Then, I tried to use my sense of humor, and made fun of one of her photos.
Me: "I am so tired. going to bed. nice to talk to you. good night."
Luna: :)
Really? She really laughed? I wished she could like me the way I like her.
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My suit was too loose! I didn't know that until today when I wanted to wear it for the interview. It was terrible, but it was the only formal cloth that I had. So, I wore it. There were two girls standing there near the door checking the list and scheduling interviews. Luna was not there. I wanted to see if Luna is coming today or not.
Me: "Can I see your list or its a private one?"
The girl: "It is private."
Me: "OK."
A boy came out of the room and she took his picture. Then, she took my picture before entering the interview room. Interview was nothing. She asked me only about the questions that I already answered in the application form. I was feeling so disappointed as I had this feeling that Luna is not going to be there. After the interview, I came out of the room.
Me: "Is it over?"
The girl: "Yes. You are free to go!"
Me: "Isn't there anything else?"
The girl: "No."
Me: "Aren't you going to take my picture?"
The girl: "Why? We already did that."
Me: "OK. I thought you take one before and one after."
The girl: (laughing) "No. One picture is enough. Why should we do that?"
Me: "I saw that you took his picture when he came out of the room."
The other girl: (laughing) "Maybe we should do that."
Me: "OK. So, bye bye."
I could hear that they were laughing about it, "it was so funny," she said to her friend. Then I started to laugh myself. It was a very stupid thing that I asked. I waited outside in the cafe to see if Luna comes or not. The interview time was over and she didn't show up. I felt very frustrated. "Why should I go to this group if she is not there?" I asked myself desperately. I lost my hope, and I left the cafe. I left the building, but I remembered that there were some discounts for cinema tickets in our university. Since I had a plan to go to a movie some time this week, I decided to go and check the discounts. I was returning from there that I saw Luna is coming from the other side of the aisle. I kept on walking to the cafe, and I sat on the closest table to prevent her seeing me in that awful loose pants. She had worn a formal dress with high hills shoes. She noticed me before I enter the cafe. I expected her to go directly to the interview room, but she came toward me. I couldn't stop smiling and hide my happiness. I came next to my table and while she was walking asked, "Where is G... room (interview room)?" I answered, "It's over there." She smiled, and changed her direction to the interview room.
I don't know what's happened to me. But in a blink of eyes, all sadness went away and a waterfall of happiness came into my heart. I know that it is not a good sign. I don't know her. She may never like me, but I really like to be with her. I have a feeling similar to Taylor's treacherous song.
Put your lips close to mine
As long as they don't touch
Out of focus, eye to eye
Till the gravity's too much
And I'll do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And I'd be smart to walk away,
But you're quicksand
This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
And I, I, I like it
I can't decide if it's a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is skin and bone
Trained to get along
Forever going with the flow,
But you're friction
This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
And I, I, I like it
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you, and get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should, think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive and I would
Follow you, follow you home...
I'll follow you, follow you home...
This hope is treacherous
This daydream is dangerous
This hope is treacherous
I, I, I... I, I, I... I, I, I...
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you, and get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should, think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive and I will
Follow you, follow you home...
I'll follow you, follow you home...
I'll follow you, follow you home...
I'll follow you, follow you home...
This slope is treacherous
I, I, I like it
...
Luna: "well if i didnt get in thats fine"
Me: "OK. I thought that you were interested."
[20-30 minutes gap]
Luna: "I am interested, I'll txt m... about the interview."
Then, I tried to use my sense of humor, and made fun of one of her photos.
Me: "I am so tired. going to bed. nice to talk to you. good night."
Luna: :)
Really? She really laughed? I wished she could like me the way I like her.
-----
My suit was too loose! I didn't know that until today when I wanted to wear it for the interview. It was terrible, but it was the only formal cloth that I had. So, I wore it. There were two girls standing there near the door checking the list and scheduling interviews. Luna was not there. I wanted to see if Luna is coming today or not.
Me: "Can I see your list or its a private one?"
The girl: "It is private."
Me: "OK."
A boy came out of the room and she took his picture. Then, she took my picture before entering the interview room. Interview was nothing. She asked me only about the questions that I already answered in the application form. I was feeling so disappointed as I had this feeling that Luna is not going to be there. After the interview, I came out of the room.
Me: "Is it over?"
The girl: "Yes. You are free to go!"
Me: "Isn't there anything else?"
The girl: "No."
Me: "Aren't you going to take my picture?"
The girl: "Why? We already did that."
Me: "OK. I thought you take one before and one after."
The girl: (laughing) "No. One picture is enough. Why should we do that?"
Me: "I saw that you took his picture when he came out of the room."
The other girl: (laughing) "Maybe we should do that."
Me: "OK. So, bye bye."
I could hear that they were laughing about it, "it was so funny," she said to her friend. Then I started to laugh myself. It was a very stupid thing that I asked. I waited outside in the cafe to see if Luna comes or not. The interview time was over and she didn't show up. I felt very frustrated. "Why should I go to this group if she is not there?" I asked myself desperately. I lost my hope, and I left the cafe. I left the building, but I remembered that there were some discounts for cinema tickets in our university. Since I had a plan to go to a movie some time this week, I decided to go and check the discounts. I was returning from there that I saw Luna is coming from the other side of the aisle. I kept on walking to the cafe, and I sat on the closest table to prevent her seeing me in that awful loose pants. She had worn a formal dress with high hills shoes. She noticed me before I enter the cafe. I expected her to go directly to the interview room, but she came toward me. I couldn't stop smiling and hide my happiness. I came next to my table and while she was walking asked, "Where is G... room (interview room)?" I answered, "It's over there." She smiled, and changed her direction to the interview room.
I don't know what's happened to me. But in a blink of eyes, all sadness went away and a waterfall of happiness came into my heart. I know that it is not a good sign. I don't know her. She may never like me, but I really like to be with her. I have a feeling similar to Taylor's treacherous song.
Put your lips close to mine
As long as they don't touch
Out of focus, eye to eye
Till the gravity's too much
And I'll do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And I'd be smart to walk away,
But you're quicksand
This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
And I, I, I like it
I can't decide if it's a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is skin and bone
Trained to get along
Forever going with the flow,
But you're friction
This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
And I, I, I like it
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you, and get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should, think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive and I would
Follow you, follow you home...
I'll follow you, follow you home...
This hope is treacherous
This daydream is dangerous
This hope is treacherous
I, I, I... I, I, I... I, I, I...
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you, and get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should, think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive and I will
Follow you, follow you home...
I'll follow you, follow you home...
I'll follow you, follow you home...
I'll follow you, follow you home...
This slope is treacherous
I, I, I like it
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