Monday, April 28, 2014

Shirley is not a good girl :(

I talked to Adrian, my UCSD friend, tonight, and I asked about Shirley.

Me: "You were supposed to tell me about that girl."
He: "Ummm. What can I say? I think that she is not your match."
Me: "Why?" (It was obvious that he really didn't like that girl. He didn't want to talk about her.)
He: "You will come here and see her."
Me: "No, tell me now."
He: "She is not a good girl. She was with Iranian boys for a while and now she is with foreigners; people say that."
Me: "Oh, if she is such a girl, I don't like it."
He: "Maybe she is not, I said people say that. [I am pretty sure that she is, but I don't want to interfere in these things]"
Me: "People don't say this about good girls. Let her go." [I dislike all these kinds of girls who pretend that they never had a boyfriend and they spent all their time with so many girls.]

My friend had a clearly reluctant-to-talk-about-her tune all along the conversation. After that, I felt sad. I counted on this girl; I didn't know that I could be such wrong about someone. She was among a few who could understand me, but what's the point of understanding me when she is not a good girl; it causes more problems. Even Ella could understand me, but ....

I always dislike Iranian girls for having such bad attitudes like this. I had a conversation with another boy in my university who told me about two other Iranian girls who were in a relationship with other boys, and they always lie that they are single. Kids, avoid Iranian girls! It is almost impossible to know if they are liers or not. FIND a TAYLOR!

I had a related dream about it last night. We were in a party, and a girl asked me to go a yard to talk privately.
She: "I heard that you like me."
Me: "That's true!"
She: "So???" [Don't you want to be with me?]
Me: "I heard something about you."
She: "What? That I have a boyfriend?" [Shouldn't I get a boyfriend? All girls have boyfriends. You just don't want to be with me because I had a boyfriend, but you don love me; don't you?]
Me: "I heard that you had three boyfriends at the same time."
She: "No. I have only one."
Me: "It's too late. I am leaving." [You still have a boyfriend, and you expect me to love you. I can't.]
She: "No. please... wait..."

and I left her. It was probably related to my feelings about that UCSD girl. I also had a dream about Nancy, and I was stalking her in the campus for a while, and she knew it, and she was running away, but it has nothing to do with my story :)

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