Jonathan Livingston Seagull

A reader of my writings told me, "you are like Jonathan, the seagull, free and fortunate." I had never heard about that book before. I found the book, Jonathan Livingston Seagull, and I read it.
She was right. I always wanted to be like Jonathan, but sometimes I am not; I feel that I am tired of being like this, maybe similar to Jonathan in the first chapter of the book. By the way, I enjoyed the book.