I was in the cafe that I saw a super amazing girl came with two of her friends. Her friends were Chinese, but she was an American girl. She completely distracted my attention, and I couldn't study my courses anymore. I watched her. She was very friendly and kind. When she was there, some of her female friends came to her table, and she hugged all of them. They even took a picture together. She was also very playful. All the time, she was laughing and joking with her friends. I haven't seen anybody like her here in the US before.
When I was looking at her, I noticed that how similar was she to my first love. It has been many years, but I unintentionally look for her in other girls. I don't want to think about these things anymore.
She touched that Chinese boy's hair several times, and said something that I couldn't hear as I was sitting far from her. To me, she was super friendly. I saw one of our university policemen went to their table, and started to joke with them. I wish I could do the same. He was a super friendly police. He was also a very nice person. So, I decided to talk to him.
I talked to that policeman after he left the table.
Me: "Do you know the girl who is sitting there?"
Officer: "Which one? That table?"
Me: "Yes."
Officer: "No. I don't know them. I usually go and talk to people. Why are you asking?"
Me: "I am interested in that girl, but I don't know how can I go and talk to her. Can you do that for me?"
Officer: "Look. If you like her, you need to go there yourself. 15 years ago, I met a girl sitting at a table in a cafe, and I liked her. I went to her table, and I talked to her. It is 13 years that she is my wife, and I am very happy because of that. If I didn't do that at that time, she was not my wife now."
Me: (Wife??? It is too soon to think about these things. Can she be my wife? Why not? She is good, but who knows? If I gonna marry someone, I like her to have such a friendly personality, but? OK. It's a long time that I am thinking. Let's finish this conversation first.) "You are right, but she is with her friends. What can I say to her?"
Officer: "You can ask where the library is."
Me: "I know where is it. I am here for at least one year. Do you have any other idea?"
Officer: "I think it is OK to go and talk to her now, but if you want to find her alone, I suggest you to wait for it. Today is Wednesday. Next week, Wednesday, you may find her here alone."
Me: "Can't you and ask her name or any other information that I can find her again. I know that she will go, and I can't see her."
Officer: "I want to remain neutral in a relationship."
Me: "Neutral? It's not a relationship. It is just a simple friendship :)"
Officer: "Whatever. I can't do anything for you."
Me: "OK. Thanks for your help."
I sat there again to wait for her. Eventually she left her table alone, and I packed up to follow her, and talk to her. I was one step behind her that she went straightly to the library and sat at a table with two of her other friends. "Come on. How many friends she has?" I thought to myself. She saw me at the library, and I decided to leave there because I didn't want her to think that I am following her.
I went to my class, and left everything to the destiny. When I came back out of my class, I went to the cafe again. Unbelievably, she was there. I decided to call Henry to find a way. When I was calling him, she passed in front of me alone to go to another building. I wanted to say something, but I had been dull. Then, I thought that I may lose her, so I went to the other building without knowing that where she went. I sat at a chair in the other building to call Henry again. I was talking to Henry that she passed in front of me again, and saw me again. I couldn't talk to her. I thought that it was better to go to my office because it was my office hours.
After my office hours, I came to the cafe again. Guess what. She was there with so many other friends. I stand in the line of buying something, and I saw her exchanging her number with a boy. I don't know if he was her friend, or they met today, or anything else. I saw that boy in the morning when he came to her table, and talked for a while and left. After that, she left the cafe to the other building. I stayed at the cafe waiting for her. I thought that since her friends were there, she will come back very soon, but she never came back. I really missed her. It has been more than a year being in the US, and I haven't seen such a girl before. Maybe she was not that beautiful, but she was so kind and friendly.
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