One day with Nancy - Black Friday

Today I went shopping with Nancy. Nancy is an Iranian girl who came here recently and she wanted to buy some clothes in Black Friday, but she didn't have a car, so I asked her to come with me. I wish Ella could come with me, but Nancy said that she went shopping with her friends last night. It made me sure that she was not interested in me by any means. 



I wanted to buy new jeans and t-shirts to impress Ann. I wanted to meet her in my best possible style. I have no idea that how long does it take to buy new clothes. It took the whole day. We were there from 2 pm to the night. I wasted so much time of Nancy because I couldn't decide about the shoes and jeans. And she wasted some of my time by staying in long lines and buying small things. However, we were lucky that we did shopping together because there were so many offers for more than one item. For example, Nancy wanted to buy a shoe from Reebook, but the first shoe doesn't have any discount. The same thing was true about Levis where we bought Jeans. She also helped me to buy jeans and shoes by giving me her opinion. I couldn't buy everything I wanted to buy, but I am happy with my shopping. For the first time after years, I bought small size slim fit T-shirt. In fact, I lost more than 20 pounds during the last year, and right now I am no longer overweight. So, I could buy those T-shirts. It was exactly my fit. However, I couldn't find my size in many stores because of there were not many small size clothes. We eat lunch together.



I didn't feel anything special about being out with a girl. Henry had told me that it was completely different to spend your time alone with a girl, but it was not. I tried to feel something, but there was nothing different.

I bought two new shoes and two jeans and three t-shirts. I couldn't find a sport jacket and formal clothes. 

Shopping after thanksgiving night

Me, Henry, Hanson and Nancy went shopping for Black Friday night. The stores were very crowded. Something I forgot to tell you about Ann. I asked Henry to come and see her the previous week. Henry saw Ann, and said, "There are so many other girls better than her. She is nothing special. Just look around." Tonight, he showed me several girls in the store that he was thinking that they were better than Ann, but they were very ordinary. Kids, your uncle Henry can't understand how awesome a girl could be. It was more than two months that I saw every single girl in the cafe, and Ann was ten times better than every single one of them. I don't know why Henry can't see this.

The Christmas music is great in the stores. The store was so crowded, but I didn't buy anything. I would like to go to shopping tomorrow to buy some new clothes. It has been a year that I haven't buy new clothes. 

Thanksgiving night

Tonight was the thanksgiving night. I don't know what Ann or Taylor was doing tonight, but I went to one of the professor's house who invited all Iranian students. It was a very great night. I got so many Persian food that I haven't had for a long time. I expect to Ella there, but she didn't come. 

I was super tired because of those papers. When I wanted to get my jacket, I just caused other jackets to fall down. Then, a coat hanger fell out of the closet. When I came out of the closet, a girl was there and start joking with me, "I expect a hand to fall out of the closet. What were you doing there?" "I am sorry. I am so tired." I said. Overall, it was a very good night.

The Worst week ever

I don't know what's wrong with me. This week the university was closed, and I needed to grade so many exam papers. I went to school every single day to finish grading, but since it was very boring I wasted so many times. I got depressed bad again, and I started to play chess to forget being depressed again. I went to the cafe to meet Ann every day, but she didn't come. I wish she could come just a few minutes. I should have finish grading those papers in just two or three days, but it took me the whole week. I could do so many amazing things this week, but I didn't.

Three hours driving practice with Justin

I went with Justin to practice for his driving test. I am super happy that I have a car that I can help others with that. We practiced parallel parking several times. That night, I have one of the most amazing dreams ever. I don't know if it was because of helping Justin or it had any other reason.

I saw Melody tonight

Kids, do you remember that American girl that I danced with her that night in Tango class? I met her again tonight.

Me: "Hi Melody."
She: "Hi. mmmmm It has been a long time. mmm You still remember my name?"
Me: "I don't meet many girls. So, I can remember every single name of them. How do you do?"
She: "I am doing fine. I have an exam in an hour and I came here to get some food."
Me: "Is it your last semester?"
She: "No. I have one more semester. The next semester is my last semester here. I applied to several universities. I expect to go to Boston University."
Me: "Wow. It's a nice city. ..."

Our conversation took more than 15 minutes. I asked her about her major, her future plans, and she asked me almost the same things.

"Just close your eyes." she said. "Why?" I asked. "Don't ask." she said, and I closed my eyes. Then, she hugged me and kissed me and said, "I love you. I want to see you every single day in my life."
Kids, I am kidding. This is something that I expected to happen, but it doesn't happen.

...
Me: " I know that you have an exam, and I don't want to bother you more."
She: "It was nice to see. I wish I see you again sometime later."
Me: (If you are right, just ask me for my number. Ask me for number please.) "Me too. Nice to meet you."
She: "Nice to meet you."

Then, I saw someone similar to Ann with an athletic body boy in the yard. I decided to go and see if she was Ann and if that boy was her boyfriend. They got separated and Ann went to another building. I decided to go find where Ann's classrooms are. I waited outside the building to see her again, and talk to her. She came out talking to her phone. I kept my distance to make sure that she didn't see me. I was waiting for Ann that I saw Melody again. She was going to her exam.
"Hey, it happened soon." I said when I saw her from the far. "I didn't mean that soon." she said while she was smiling and going to her exam. She really doesn't like me. A few minutes later, I figured out that girl was not Ann. She was her doppelganger. Her doppelganger was good, but I thought that she had a boyfriend, and Justin was waiting for me to go for practicing driving.

Kane's mother died

When I came back home, I saw that Reyna's room light is on. I thought that she might come tonight to stay with us. But nobody was in her room. All other lights were on. Sometime was not normal, and it was weird. Then, I saw Kane in his room. He was crying. "What's happened?" I asked. "My mother died three hours ago." He answered. "I am sooo sorry." I said. "She had a heart attack while driving home. She was on the road and she thought that it might not be something serious, but once she got home, she decided to go to the hospital, but she died in the way." Kane said.

I went to my bedroom. I was thinking that her life could easily be saved if she could use the application that I am going to work on it. It was very sad because I just met her three days ago, and she just tried to give me some advice to get a good girl.

Actullay, I have a boyfriend

I saw a good girl sitting next to one of her friends. I decided to talk to her.

Me: "Hi."
She: "Hi."
Me: "Do you know what this program is for?" (there was an event in that place)
She: "It's a program by student union. There are some cookies you can take."
Me: "Is it for student union stuffs only?"
She: "No. Everybody can go."
Me: "What color is this?" (pointing to her jacket)
She: "It is blue."
Me: "But it is written here that it is Pink. Am I color-blinded or something?"
She: "No, it is blue" [smiling]
Me: "OK. Let me grab some of those cookies. Do you need me to get some for you?"
She: "No. I had it already."
Me: "I think you had all of them, and nothing is left for me."
She: [smiling] "No. I didn't. Go before everything gone."

I went there, but when I came back she was not there, but her friends were there. I understood that she was not interested. So, he left there to make sure that she doesn't see me again. I saw her in the cafe again. Another boy approached her and they exchanged some numbers. I couldn't hear their conversation.



Then, I went to the library, and I saw her again there with her friends. I went and said my prayer, and she was there. I decided to ask her if she could give me a feedback.

Me: "Hi. Could you please help me with something."
She: "What?"
Me: "I need your feedback for something. Can we talk in private?"
She: "For something? what?" [please tell me here if you would like]
Me: "OK. There is no dating in my country. I read some articles in the Internet and I don't know how it should be. I saw you, and I decided to talk to you. Since you didn't stay there, I knew that you weren't interested. Would you tell me if I did something wrong."
She: (she cut my words) "Actually, I have a boyfriend."
Me: "Oh, I see. Do you think you can suggest me anything to make myself better?"
She: "I can't think of anything now." [I don't know; I don't even think about you!]
Me: "So, you think that I am OK?"
She: "Yes."
Me: "Thanks. Can I ask you what was your name?"
She: "My name is Emily."
Me: "Emily or Pink?"
She: (laughing)
Me: "OK. I call you Pink :) bye bye."
She: (laughing) bye.

A few minutes later, I saw her with her boyfriend when I was at the library. What a freak was her boyfriend. It's a serious issue; it is obvious that these girls have boyfriends, and they are not interested to meet other boys. The same thing happened with Angelina the previous semester. What can I do? I am only interested in TOP girls, and it is rare that they don't have a boyfriend. I saw that amazing girl again today in the cafe (I am talking about Ann). She had wore a beautiful dress this time. I wish I could go and talk to her. I wanted to ask Pink to be my wing-girl and talk to Ann, but I changed my mind.

This week is almost the last week. The next week, there is no class, and she may not come to the university at all. After the break, the semester is almost ended as there is only exams and last classes for presentation or other things. Then, there is a winter break for one month. If I don't get her soon, I may not be able to see her at all. I wish somebody could ask her if she had a boyfriend.

Anatomy

It was late in the night. It was around 10 pm. I came out of my office to go to the bathroom. I was tired of grading the teams' projects for the class that I was TA for. In the cornet of the aisle where there was nobody, I saw a pretty girl. She was studying her books. I was shy, but I decided to break the ice.

Me: "Hi. What time is it?"
She: "It's 10 pm."
Me: "Really? It's late in the night. What are you doing?"
She: "I am studying" [Please go. I should finish reading these papers tonight!]
Me: "What course is that."
She: "Anatomy."
Me: "Really? Is there any course in our department called Anatomy."
She: "I don't know."
Me: "Is here your department?"
She: "No. I am studying in the other department."
Me: [It was obvious. Only ugly girls are studying in our department.] "So, what are you doing here?"
She: "I just wanted to find a place to study."
Me: "There are several study rooms."
She: "Yes. but kids are there, and I wanted to be alone."
Me: "Do you have an exam tomorrow?" (She got full of stress after that)
She: "Yes. In the morning, and I should finish this book tonight." [Now, please go.]
Me: "OK. Thank you. It was nice to talk to you."
She: "Nice to meet you."

You know, when I find someone good, I know that she probably is not studying in our department :)

Raina's birthday

Today was Raina's birthday. Her grandparents came yesterday to be here for her birthday. I gave 40$ to her father to buy her a video game and a cover for her tablet. She liked it. It was a friendly birthday, and a few of Kane's friends and their children came today.

I talked to them about that awesome amazing girl that I met in the cafe that day, Ann. I also showed them one of the pictures that I had from her, and they said, "she is so cute." It makes me happy that someone compliment the person that I like.

I had a conversation with Kane's mother.
...
She: "Actually, we are divorced. We are just friends now."
Me: "Really?"
She: "Yes. I still like him, but we can't be together."
Me: "I am sorry. Could I ask you where did you meet him?"
She: "We met in our university cafe."
Me: [Wow, like me and Ann] "What did he do? Did he come and talk to you?"
She: "No. I was with one of my friends and I saw him and I liked him and we went to him and start the conversation."
Me: (از این شانس ها هم نداریم یکی بیاد با ما حرف بزنه.) (I am not even that lucky that someone do the same to me.) "But I know that she never come to talk to me."
She: "You should go and start it. But I say, give those girls that you say that they like you a chance. Maybe you found them someone you really like."
Me: (Why? I don't like them.) "I'll think about it."
She: "Yes. Give them a chance."

The party finished soon. They left us about 3 pm.

What a shame

What a shame. I read the lyrics of the songs of Just Dance game, and it was awful. It's a shame that what kind of songs little girls learn here. The only thing that I can say is "Taylor is a true GEM".

rock.rapgenius.com

I was searching about the lyrics of the music that I danced with last night, and I found this website: http://rock.rapgenius.com/

I think that it's a good website to see. It had some of Taylor's lyrics, too.

A boring celebration in my university

Tonight there was a celebration in my university. I went to find Ann there, but she was not there. There was a desperate alone girl who were looking for someone, but she was so shy that she scared when I wanted to approach her. So, I didn't even say hi to her. I saw Jiraj there with one of his female friends. The girl didn't like me because she was going to spend her time with Jiraj alone. So, I left them. I really wanted to meet Ann tonight, but she didn't come.

Just Dance night with Raina

I had a very great night with Raina tonight. I came back to home without going to exercise because I was tired. However, when I went back, Raina was dancing with her new Just Dance 4 game. Kane's girlfriend asked me to try it at least once. I tried it, and it was awesome. I danced with Raina and Kane's girlfriend for about an hour. It was so much fun.




I didn't know how to dance, but I could play with them and have fun. I don't know why people in my country don't dance like that :)

A game night

It was more than a year that I haven't play video games. There was an event tonight in my university and I thought that it might be a good idea to get some rest. I played for more than an hour with a game similar to Counter Strike.

My professor was not happy

I had a conversation with my professor today. He was not happy at all. He expected me to do many more things during this semester, but I made myself so busy with all my course-works. Maybe I shouldn't have done this. He didn't blame me, but I knew that he was not happy. I need to work hard on my project the next semester.

No Muharram and Ashura here

Today is Ashura in Iran, but there is no sign of this day here in the US. It seems that nobody knows about Imam Hussein and what's happened to him. I remember that two years ago, I wrote an article in my previous blog to do my share, but I can't think about anything to do this year.

A sad dream

I saw Mir Hossein in my dream a few nights ago. I saw him in his home prison, and I started to cry. "I wish I could be in the prison instead of you. Please don't think that I was not loyal, I couldn't do anything there." I said in my dream while I was crying. When I got up, I started to cry. Deep down me is still suffering from what's happening in Iran. It still hurts when I am writing this post after a few days.

Bermuda triangle in the library

There is a section in the library that I named it "Bermuda Triangle". The reason is I see so many good girls go there, and they never come out of it. I don't know where they go. I tried to go and find a path there, but I couldn't. I turned out that the most beautiful girl that I saw tonight came out of this triangle :)

One of the most beautiful girls here

Tonight I saw one of the most beautiful girls of my university. She was at the library, and she left there with one of her friends. She passed just in front of me. She was probably the most beautiful girl that I have ever seen here in my university. She looked very young. I had no idea if I could meet her while she was with her friend. I just can say wow.

Funny moments in the university

Sometimes I see such a funny moment in my university. I just take its picture.

Homecoming days in the university

I didn't go to any university events this year. The main reason was that I didn't want to be alone. In addition, it was not that funny to be in an event twice. I was in almost all of the events last year. There are several days in the university that graduated students come back to visit the university and its called "Homecoming" Today was one of those days. I just got a sandwich because I was super hungry.

I got a hair gel

For the first time, I decided to buy a hair gel to improve my hair style.
I may meet her again tomorrow, so I wanted to look nice. I need also some sport jackets or blazers that I am planning to buy it on Black Friday.

So many doppelgangers of her

I saw that girl another time with another boy on Monday. There was a very big chemistry book on their table. They sound to be working on an assignment. On Tuesday, however, I saw at least two of er dopplegangers. I don't know why, but I saw so many girls like her.

At first, I was sitting with Martin and Hanson in the cafe. Hason said, "These things are for 20-22 years old persons. You are 30. When you talk to someone 18-20 they just scare of you :) Find someone at least 25-26." I said, "OK. But show me someone. Look around. They are all early 20's. It is a university."

I saw someone a little like her. Since I didn't see her face well, I couldn't remember her. Her hair, however, had a different color. I told Martin, and he suggested me to go and talk to her. I was not sure, though. I saw another girl, and I decided to talk to her. I started a conversation by asking a question about the newspaper on her table. Once she answered me, I thought that she was not interested at all. So, I couldn't continue the conversation. A few minutes later, I saw real her with three other boys surrounding her on a table in the same cafe. This time, I was one hundred percent sure that she was her. I saw that chemistry book again on her table. They were working on a group project. Again, I couldn't see her face because she was sitting next to a wall. They left the cafe very soon. So, I couldn't talk to her.

I saw another girl that was very similar to her at night. At first, I thought that was she, but after looking closely and remembering her hair color, and comparing photos, I figured out that this one is also a fake one.

A few minutes later, I saw another girl who was also similar to her (and a little similar to Taylor), but she was with her friends again. I thought that maybe this one is the real, and the person I saw in the morning was another fake one :) She disappeared very soon before I even see where she went.

For sure, that girl with the chemistry book was the real one because I saw her that time with that book. But I wonder why there are so many fake dopplegangers of her in our university. It was close that I give my number to a wrong girl :)

Do you drink?

I received a message from a girl in one of the online dating websites.

She: "Do you drink?"
Me: "Hi. I drink water, fruit juice, anything non-alcoholic. What about you?"
She: "Ugh! I was going to ask you out for a drink. Guess not"
Me: "There are so many drinkers out there. I am pretty sure that all of them are interested to go out with someone like you."

I didn't get any answer from her for a while. I thought that she didn't want to continue this conversation, but she sent me another message after an hour

She: "Ha! I don't drink much. Maybe 1 drink every couple months. But you might be right."
Me: "I see. But how a person that can't never do without "A small flask of whiskey" and thinks that drinks "desperately," drinks only once "every couple months"? By the way, if you don't drink that much, you can do what I do. Ask people out for a coffee. It is easier :)"

She: "I love whiskey and scotch. I'm in yoga teacher training and normally do not drink for health. I wrote that 1 yr ago and haven't changed it. I will do that next time, noted."
Me: "I am very interested in yoga. I read a book about it, and I practiced it myself. Last semester, I joined a yoga class, but I couldn't finish it because I was busy. I may join it again next semester. If you are not living far from me, I am interested to ask you out for a coffee in a Starbucks."

She: "I live off of ... . If you promise not to pass judgement or read too far into things, then yes.
Me: "Thank you for accepting. I am living near coit and campbell. So, you are not far and not so close. OK. I promise. My friend has invited me to his home tonight, so we can meet sometime tomorrow afternoon."
She: "I can't this week. I have to prepare some lessons, practice, and work. Next week?"
Me: "OK. Contact me when you are available."

I sent the last sentence tomorrow because I went to Martin's house. I don't know if she interpreted this as a sign of not being interested or not.


She was pretty, and she wanted to be a teacher. She was half Aztec Indian and half Caucasian that kind of make her a unique appearance. She was not my type of girl for marriage because she was doing drugs, and she didn't have any religion, but I was interested to see her. I don't know if I can meet her next week or not, but if I could I consider it as a good first experience.

Art of Manliness

I spent several hours reading the articles of this website, http://www.artofmanliness.com, today. I think that I really need to improve my appearance and my style. I didn't even know very obvious tips that this site offered.

When I thought carefully about it, I figured out that anytime I spent time and bought whatever I really wanted, I looked better. I remembered a few years ago that I bought expensive cloths only because I liked them and I wanted to impress that girl; I heard this sentence ten times a day, "You look amazing." My aunt even said, "I have never seen you such stylish before. Always wear like that." Therefore, I think that I need to trust my feelings and go shopping again to buy whatever I deserve.

Talking to Ella

I saw Ella in the department aisles, and I decided to talk to her for a while. I wanted to ask her to come with my for buying cloths on Black Friday. When I approached her, her friend next to her smiled at me. I don't know why, but after a while she left us. I started talking to her about her project.

"Let's go to meet Henry. You go first, I will come later." Ella said.

I wanted to talk to her. I wanted to ask her to come with me. I don't know why Iranian girls are so complex. Why did she ask this? Perhaps she didn't want to talk to me because she was uncomfortable around me, or she wanted to tell me that I don't like you that much, or she simply wanted to meet Henry for no reason, or she had something to do that she didn't want me to be there because of that. I didn't want to meet Henry because I saw him a few minutes ago. In addition, we could go there together, why did she ask me to left her? I don't know, and I don't want to know. Whatever it was, I don't want to deal with these complexity in my real life. I don't know if American girls are also like that or not. If they are, I don't want to marry anyone at all.

By the way, I went to Henry's lab, and I stayed there until she came. We talked for a few minutes, and I left them to meet my professor. This sentence, however, completely changed my mind about asking her out.

Taylor won Pinnacle Award. SO HAPPY FOR HER

I read in the news that Taylor won Pinnacle Award. I can't believe it. I am so happy because of her. I knew it from the very first day that I saw her.



I sit in my university cafe and see girls coming and going, but sometimes I think that she is the only THE ONE.

Talking to Martin about nanotechnology in lung cancer

I saw Marin in the cafe, and I talked to him about that girl. Then, he invited me to go to his lab to show me their work. He was reading a paper about using nanotechnology to diagnose and cure lung cancer. In their lab, they were working on bio-mechanic tissues to be used in lungs for diagnosis of lung cancer. Since my thesis was related to lung problems, I decided to go know more about their project.

I am working on a tele-medicine software platform; Martin is working on bio-mechanic tissues; I know that even Justin is working on wearable medical sensors; I am so happy that we can study here. In fact, we are working on projects that were impossible to do in our home country. And most of these projects are very useful for people. 

A super amazing girl in the cafe

I was in the cafe that I saw a super amazing girl came with two of her friends. Her friends were Chinese, but she was an American girl. She completely distracted my attention, and I couldn't study my courses anymore. I watched her. She was very friendly and kind. When she was there, some of her female friends came to her table, and she hugged all of them. They even took a picture together. She was also very playful. All the time, she was laughing and joking with her friends. I haven't seen anybody like her here in the US before.

When I was looking at her, I noticed that how similar was she to my first love. It has been many years, but I unintentionally look for her in other girls. I don't want to think about these things anymore.

She touched that Chinese boy's hair several times, and said something that I couldn't hear as I was sitting far from her. To me, she was super friendly. I saw one of our university policemen went to their table, and started to joke with them. I wish I could do the same. He was a super friendly police. He was also a very nice person. So, I decided to talk to him.

I talked to that policeman after he left the table.
Me: "Do you know the girl who is sitting there?"
Officer: "Which one? That table?"
Me: "Yes."
Officer: "No. I don't know them. I usually go and talk to people. Why are you asking?"
Me: "I am interested in that girl, but I don't know how can I go and talk to her. Can you do that for me?"
Officer: "Look. If you like her, you need to go there yourself. 15 years ago, I met a girl sitting at a table in a cafe, and I liked her. I went to her table, and I talked to her. It is 13 years that she is my wife, and I am very happy because of that. If I didn't do that at that time, she was not my wife now."
Me: (Wife??? It is too soon to think about these things. Can she be my wife? Why not? She is good, but who knows? If I gonna marry someone, I like her to have such a friendly personality, but? OK. It's a long time that I am thinking. Let's finish this conversation first.) "You are right, but she is with her friends. What can I say to her?"
Officer: "You can ask where the library is."
Me: "I know where is it. I am here for at least one year. Do you have any other idea?"
Officer: "I think it is OK to go and talk to her now, but if you want to find her alone, I suggest you to wait for it. Today is Wednesday. Next week, Wednesday, you may find her here alone."
Me: "Can't you and ask her name or any other information that I can find her again. I know that she will go, and I can't see her."
Officer: "I want to remain neutral in a relationship."
Me: "Neutral? It's not a relationship. It is just a simple friendship :)"
Officer: "Whatever. I can't do anything for you."
Me: "OK. Thanks for your help."

I sat there again to wait for her. Eventually she left her table alone, and I packed up to follow her, and talk to her. I was one step behind her that she went straightly to the library and sat at a table with two of her other friends. "Come on. How many friends she has?" I thought to myself. She saw me at the library, and I decided to leave there because I didn't want her to think that I am following her.

I went to my class, and left everything to the destiny. When I came back out of my class, I went to the cafe again. Unbelievably, she was there. I decided to call Henry to find a way. When I was calling him, she passed in front of me alone to go to another building. I wanted to say something, but I had been dull. Then, I thought that I may lose her, so I went to the other building without knowing that where she went. I sat at a chair in the other building to call Henry again. I was talking to Henry that she passed in front of me again, and saw me again. I couldn't talk to her. I thought that it was better to go to my office because it was my office hours.

After my office hours, I came to the cafe again. Guess what. She was there with so many other friends. I stand in the line of buying something, and I saw her exchanging her number with a boy. I don't know if he was her friend, or they met today, or anything else. I saw that boy in the morning when he came to her table, and talked for a while and left. After that, she left the cafe to the other building. I stayed at the cafe waiting for her. I thought that since her friends were there, she will come back very soon, but she never came back. I really missed her. It has been more than a year being in the US, and I haven't seen such a girl before. Maybe she was not that beautiful, but she was so kind and friendly.

Starting to work out again

I started to work out again. I think that I need to build muscles instead of loosing weight. It should be a good plan.

Austin trip - Day 2 - To the home

We walked in the city for half an hour, and we went toward our car.

For lunch, we got some sandwich from Wathaberger.

The road back home was very crowded. It was rare to see such a stop-and-go in the roads. Hanson shared her point of view about marriage and girls with us during the way. He also told several stories from his childhood and school time. "You won't have any shared experience with a girl who born here. You can understand my stories, but they can't because they were not in the same situation as you. There are very a few things between you and an American girl definitely." Hanson said. He was right, but who cares?

Austin trip - Day 2 - Blanton Museum of Art

We visited Blanton Museum of Art first. It was next to the campus. 

It was prohibited to take photos in most of the parts. So, I just took a few photos in the allowed sections.

During our visit, I saw a very good-looking girl who was a guard there. Since she was patrolling in some areas, I saw her several times. She made my heart beat fast. "I want this. I want someone really make my heart beat so that I can hear it. Why can't I find anyone like her." I thought to myself. I wanted to go and talk to her, but it was priceless to do that. So, I just watched her from the far. I saw her talking with another boy in the museum. I don't know if he was her boyfriend or just a visitor.

I told Henry and Hanson that I liked her. "Do you say something to her?" Henry asked. "No. I didn't talk to her. Why?" I answered. "I smiled at her, but she gave me an awkward look." Henry said. "I know this look. It is when a girl loves someone else, and she tries to protect her heart. I saw it several times in my life. Good for her love." I thought to myself.

The museum was very amazing. I really liked its sculptures and paintings.

I saw that girl again with that boy outside of the university. "I wish I could find someone who could be special to me." I thought to myself.

Austin trip - Day 2 - UTAustin 2

Later, we decided to see UT Austin campus again as Hanson was not with us last night, and we had been seen everything in the night. The campus was beautiful and large.

We wanted to see a history museum near campus, but we didn't want to pay a lot for that; so, we decided to explore free museums first.

In the museum store, there were key-chains that were blinking. I liked it.

Austin trip - Day 2 - At the Startbucks

The second day, we decided to go to a Starbucks as Hanna was going to join us.

It took an hour to find the cafe, and Hanna didn't come. Hanson was not happy because of that. He started a conversation about the girls and not keeping their promises. Henry and Hanson shared their experiences with me. "As far as you are the number of a girl's concern they care about you; otherwise, they only care about their number one. If their number one is their job, then they let you down because of that. They simply can't be caring for two things at the same time." Hanson said, and Henry agreed. During his conversation, I was only thinking about Taylor. She is not successful with her personal life maybe because her number one thing is her career. It can be devastating to any relationship.

It was my first time inside a Starbucks outside of my university. The environment was friendly, and there were so many young alone girls there who were studying their books and papers. I see that why people hang out here.

Hanson was not happy because of Hanna. "She promised to come with us today, but she didn't even care to give us a call." Hanson said. I had a very long conversation with Hanson about being more carefree. I tried to convince him to be more carefree. My point was if you use to being more carefree about the people, these things won't annoy you. However, he kept his position that everybody should care more and more about all the rights.